雨天

前天的大太阳，在今天躲起来了， 也不知道为什么自己的心情也被影响到， 所以 我真的需要在此发泄一下。 从tram 一下车， 哗的一声， 雨下大地看不清路。 身上又没带伞， 又没帽子。 被淋雨的感觉， 如果说你是和朋友， 和喜欢的人一起淋， 可能是喜悦的，浪漫的，开心的。 但我，此时此刻 是一个人， 那无比的寂寞呀～ 有时我真的觉得自己很可怜， 自己犯戒， 为什么要一个人出国， 为什么倔强 不接受别人的好意， 都是自己苦了自己。 你活该啊！ 当你自己在外头吃饭的时候， 看见别人3，5 朋友成群。 内心是无比的羡慕。 是我耐不住寂寞还是， 人都是这样的？  看上去， 朋友好像很多， 但在关键的时候陪你的，少之又少。 要嘛住的太远，要嘛就很忙， 没空陪你。
此时更能看透人事物。 更清楚知道自己需要什么。
我要变的更勇敢！

tulip darling

It's the yearly visit to Lilydale for the tulip festival! This time, i manage to visit with my housemate! It takes about 2 and half hour drive from city.  Not too far i guess if you've got a car.  The scale could be small but i think overall it's a good experience to explore the place! 

   Tulip came all the way from Holland and this festival last for 4 weeks! :) these darling are pretty durable aren't they? Hopefully they manage to survive through the strong wind and thunderstorms! :) 

I guess what matters till the end of the day would be, going with your love ones. 

I've found an article that human being love to share the good/ queer things that they see in their lives with their love one. The  precious sharing moment could be short but the memories last for long.

As much as i want to share all this with my love ones. Neither of them are here. So, i could do, is just taking pictures and share it through whats app! hehe.. :) I've still got another 2 more months to go till i'm able to get back to Malaysia. I just can't wait for it. To be with families, friends and my love ones once again. PMS causes homesick which leads to being emo. sorry for that! 

Hope u have a good weekend! :)