Hello!
In another 48 hours I will be on board and home sweet home! That means.. finally I'm going back to Malaysia!!! There's so much to anticipate! I'm excited, worried, anxious at the same time. Mixed feeling, as much as a bigger part of me wanted to go home. Lil did I know that I might wanna stay in Melbourne for a little longer. I've just met some new friends here and I felt there's a lot to catch up with them! Most of the new friends I've meet are either from Japan, Taiwan, Korea, Brazil, Italy.
In another 48 hours I will be on board and home sweet home! That means.. finally I'm going back to Malaysia!!! There's so much to anticipate! I'm excited, worried, anxious at the same time. Mixed feeling, as much as a bigger part of me wanted to go home. Lil did I know that I might wanna stay in Melbourne for a little longer. I've just met some new friends here and I felt there's a lot to catch up with them! Most of the new friends I've meet are either from Japan, Taiwan, Korea, Brazil, Italy.
It's really fun to learn cultures from different country and constantly asking how to I say that in your language sort of thing! Haha.. I had picnic in royal botanical garden with them last Sunday. It was divine to relax in the midst of the park with lakes and beautiful weather. The warm sun shines through and I just love to see the people around me! Everyone was having a good time! Now, I've realized in life, you don't have to spend a lot of money to gain happiness. Most of the time, it's free! Look around, friendships, environment, ambience. It depends on you to look deeper and search for higher levels of happiness apart from materials that make you feel good! :)
I always wonder will it be the same if I go back home. I've seen people changed, and to be honest. I'm paranoid of changes. Coz it makes me feels uneasy when things are out of control.
When I'm home, I know that my family would be glad to have me home. I know that my friends would welcome either.. but, it feels like everyone else have got their own stuff to do. It didn't seems to be.. together any more! Worse still! Kenneth is working!! :( meh. .
So I planned to work part time when I'm back home.. :)
Besides, there's so many food and things I wanted to do when I'm back!
However, talking about food.. ever since I've came to Melbourne. . I've gained so much weight. I never thought I will end uo being so fat! Pwft! I hate people judging me and comment on how much weight I've gain! *enough of that* I just wanna hide behind my parents and not face the world.. despite any matters.. baha. . Til then! Tata!
When I'm home, I know that my family would be glad to have me home. I know that my friends would welcome either.. but, it feels like everyone else have got their own stuff to do. It didn't seems to be.. together any more! Worse still! Kenneth is working!! :( meh. .
So I planned to work part time when I'm back home.. :)
Besides, there's so many food and things I wanted to do when I'm back!
However, talking about food.. ever since I've came to Melbourne. . I've gained so much weight. I never thought I will end uo being so fat! Pwft! I hate people judging me and comment on how much weight I've gain! *enough of that* I just wanna hide behind my parents and not face the world.. despite any matters.. baha. . Til then! Tata!
