Four months time certainly past fast. It is time for me to leave my family, friends and most importantly Kenneth. I'm heading back to Melbourne in another 48 hours. The mixed feeling is in me again. Leaving for studies for good. I have another two more years till my studies are completed. And yet i wonder, am i making the right choice to study abroad. Certainly, I have grown a lot. But being physically leaving my love ones making my heart ache badly.
Although deep down, i know i will be back in another 4 months or 9 months. Im not sure if i want to come back during my winter break. Should i? Should i not? Part of me wanted to stay in Melbourne to work and probably travel around Australia a lil. Yet, another part feels like coming home. AND be surrounded by the love ones and especially this bunch of friends that are my biggest sources of happiness. Close friends know you best. And you wouldn't feel stressed when they're around... :)
I gotta say that I'm really blessed in this four months for what I'm able to do when i'm back here. Travelling to Ipoh, Bandung and Jakarta. Hanging out with my bunch, Lazing around with dear and the recent PD short trip with him.
Im glad for we both are able to make it for the short and sweet trip. Time seems to slip away so quickly when you're around. Thank you for bringing me laughter, encouragement, piggy back, carrying me all around.. It will be kept in my memory bank for a long time i suppose.
That moment when we gaze through the sea, sitting side by side peacefully. The breeze was blowing to my face and hair. I peek at you for a little while and my heart pounds quickly.
It feels like, we have been together for so long. That our conversation started to sound like some married couple. hahah... I enjoyed his company so much that it makes leaving him apart so freaking hard. why oh why..
some times, i wonder what if you're able to study abroad with me. How would it be? If only.. life's easy as we want it to me.
Will people be numb to separations?
How long can we last?
Why us?
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